i feel a little bit shy typing tonight. it's been so quiet here lately. i've been so quiet here lately.
it's not that i don't miss this space, because i do. and it's not that i don't love this space, because i do. oh, i do. there are so many factors making me feel quiet lately - life, big decisions, unfinished projects, long lists, good intentions, and so much more. there's change in our blogging neighborhood. there's knowing that change is coming around here and not knowing exactly what that will look like when it comes. there's trying to spend less time online. there's how i've obviously got comfortable with fewer words. and how, in spite of that comfort, i'm missing writing. i also miss taking photographs and carrying my camera everywhere, and when i'm carrying my camera everywhere i miss the space to just be without the camera. it's a lot of things.
but i miss being here.
and so instead of staying quiet while i wait for the answers to come to me. instead of staying quiet while i figure it all out. instead of staying quiet, instead of waiting, instead i've decided to just be here again and let things evolve. we'll see how it goes.